Cheap Trick or Ironing?

Writers gotta clean.

NO! 

Writers gotta write. 

Many of them are so dedicated to and passionate about their craft, they hate reality in every way. That was how I could describe yesterday around noon, if not every day of my life. 

The beginning of this past week was off to a rough, slow start. I was a little under the weather, combatting allergy and sinus symptoms. My husband and I thought it was more than likely due to the blooming Bradford Pears (or the bloomin' Bradford Pears, however you want to put it). Therefore, instead of making the most of my mornings in writing as much as I could until lunchtime, I rested. I hate doing that because I love writing so much and hate wasting my spare time. Writers gotta rest at times, too.

As the week unfolded, I was able to get past my achy head, runny nose, and tiredness and to resume writing. And I did better than I expected. Yesterday was especially like that, which, I've noticed is different from the way I used to have it. 

For a long time, I would be so tired by Friday afternoon, I'd be depleted of creative juices. The converse seems to be the case these days. But I had errands to run and a few things to do around the house. No matter what I did, I couldn't easily pry myself away from my desk. 

I eventually did. Once I got into a flow of activity, mostly ironing and cooking dinner for the week to come, I put on some music. What was I going to choose? Paul McCartney & the Wings? Beasto Blanco? Stryper?...Whose music did I really crave after a week of hard work in spite of seasonal sniffles? Whose music would be ideal in getting my mind off of the drudgery of Friday afternoon tasks?

With the raw melodies of "Hello There" and "Big Eyes" coming out of my laptop speakers, I continued alternating between cooking dinner and ironing the weekly load of permanent press.

Then, it hit me...

How about I have occasional parts in Writing Soulmates with Brian Eastman's point of view? Someone had suggested it, but I didn't realize the beauty it would add to the storyline until I was doing my least favorite weekly task, ironing, while listening to one of my favorite albums.

The question now is: Was this epiphany brought to my mind when I was ironing or listening to Cheap Trick, or both?

Flourish Writers Conference

A free conference!

"I think I'll pass on that," said no one ever.

That includes me, too! Therefore, I jumped at the chance to watch the Flourish Writers Conference, a  six-day virtual conference, from right here in my house, on my laptop. I delighted in wearing my jammies and eating a pint of ice cream. While chillin' out (for a lack of better words) and feeding my sweet tooth, I got fed spiritually and mentally.

And I learned so much!

Below are the names of the featured authors and a little bit of what I learned from them. The lines in italics are the ones that are more personal to me

Joanna Weaver

• Include outtakes of works in progress. They just might be used for future work.
• Do it simple; get fancy later.
• Do not fall in love with your words.

Havilah Cunnington

• Everyone relates to pain.
• What about the pain do you want people to know?
• You don't need to be profound.
• It's okay to be in a process.

Lucretia Berry

• There is much freedom in self-publishing. Lucretia, you are my self-publishing soulmate.
• Do not despise small beginnings.

Andi Cumbo-Floyd

• Write for the joy of writing.

Renee Fisher

This is an example of brainstorming a story with sticky notes. The pictures below show the brainstorming I did for Kill the Locust, my next work in progress.

Need I say more?

Arabah Joy

• Micro-writing is small chunks of writing, done in one sitting (eg. social media posts, journal entries, blog posts).
• People have short attention spans.
• I need to improve on this style of writing.

Tiara Cloud

• Discover your "why".
• In her book, Cracked Mirrors, people have been able to identify with the fiction parts of this book. I now feel more motivated to, as the voiceover for the introduction to these videos says, write the story inside of me.

Bonnie Gray

• No matter what you write, point to hope.
• Writing can be healing just as much for you as for your readers.
• Nurture your soul. Exercise, listen to music.
• Do artistic things that inspire you.
• Spend time with people who encourage you.
• Don't clean up your story.

Tisha Martin

• "Insignificant dialogue" can kill the story sometimes. However, it is good for when the character is nervous.
• Get rid of "overdressed dialogue," taking out adverbs and inserting character action. This is one of the things I am working on right now for Writing Soulmates.

Patrice Gopo

• Essay (verb): to try to make sense of a personal experience
• Journal (verb): a raw verbal dump on paper
• Journaling is a pathway, a stepping stone, to an essay.
• Since I have written in tons of journals, I think there may be an essayist in me. This avenue of writing has piqued my curiosity.

Katherine Reay

• There are stories of victories and defeats behind every successful author.
• Bleed on the page.

Mindy Kiker

• Devotionals should be less than or equal to 1000 words.
• Let the Scripture shine.
• Make it a message of hope.
• This is a form of micro-writing I'm now longing even more to start doing.

Kate Montaung

• When making a writing platform, elevate God, not me.
• Interact online and be a blessing to others.

Kaitlyn Bouchillon

• I can't always hide behind writing.
• What social media actions are draining me?
• What form of social media do my readers frequent?
• I should take a picture of some part of my book from time to time.

Lindsey Hartz

• What kinds of readers am I trying to help?
• Where do my readers hang out?
• If I want to know them, they will find my passion.
• Think of marketing while working on a book.

Shauna Letellier

• No one cares about your book the way you do.
• I plan to make more live videos.
• I'd like to include a discussion guide at the end of my books.
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Flashback to 2009

For most of this week, when I wasn't working even more on Writing Soulmates, I was watching the video interviews that were part of the Flourish Writers Conference. I immensely enjoyed watching every one of them and took copious notes. What I especially loved hearing was the testimonies of these authors, how many of them had never considered writing a book, that they hated writing, had been in day jobs that involved very little to no writing, or maybe even had some crisis, such as an illness, injury, or the death of a loved one.

Humble beginnings, hope, healing...and the persistence when the going gets tough. Add to that the crises, and I have all the more a great reason to be a writer!

There was something about hanging onto, absorbing every word I could that made me think about ten years ago, back in 2009 (Wow! Hard to believe that was a decade ago already.)

I was working as a physical therapy tech for a private practice outpatient physical therapy clinic. I had written this "silly story". Back then, it was on one of those now-obsolete 3 1/2" floppy disks. Since I had no idea what to do with this story, I only worked on it at random times, maybe about once a month, if that.

What I'm about to say, I don't talk about very often. I think now would be the time to let you know even more how humble my beginnings were. The laptop I have now I didn't have back then. For some circumstances beyond our control, we didn't have a computer. Therefore, we had to use the public computers the local libraries have. For those times I wanted to work on my "silly story", I had to drive all the way over to the library in blind faith that one was available. I had to work around their business hours (never mind the fact I may have wanted to work on this on a federal holiday or at 8:30am or 10:00pm), and do as much as I could in the two-hour time limit.

What a big difference a decade makes!

One laptop, six published books (and counting), many hours of hard work, dedication, blood, sweat, and tears, and many hundred ounces of sweet tea (or like drink), and many hundred M&Ms later...

I'm a writing machine. It's the only thing I think about the minute my feet hit the floor; I can't get to it fast enough...at 4am. 

It's no longer something I do when it's convenient. It's deeper and something I need to do every day (yes, including Christmas Day). And, best of all, there are no more limits on places and times to write.

{Insert dramatic pause}

I'm here at the Panera in Fountain City on a horrible rainy Saturday morning (it's rained all week). I am camped out here, with my headphones plugged into my laptop, once again listening to some hard rock to get my fingers moving and the ideas flowing from my head to the screen.

Where do I see myself in 2029? I don't know. However, if you told me in 2009, I'd be an author, I'd think you were out of your mind.

What did I learn at the Flourish Writers Conference? I will have that in my next post. Please stay tuned.

P.S. Another remarkable thing about my writing journey was, when I finally got a flash drive and transferred Suitors (formerly the "silly story") onto it, and gave it the final title of The Long Road Around the Corner of Hope, I wondered how I was going to keep up with that small thing. If I had a spotty history of losing floppy disks, how was I going to not lose this flash drive? No, the question should be: At what moment would I know I really am a writer? I don't consider it an accident I'm writing this post a year to the day we moved. All I will say is: I could lose a sweatshirt or all of our drinking glasses could have broken, and I wouldn't have cared. The only thing I cared about was my flash drive. I had bought a wallet that had a safe place for it. I put it in there as the packing and the moving got more intense. And seeing as how I still have it after eight years and one move, my writing is going to get even more intense.

Three (Other) Words

One thing I will never understand about myself is, I get so fired up when the new year starts. I have all of these goals and want them to be done at a certain time. For what it's worth, I consider the months of January and February as a time when I get busy with writing, while it seems to me the rest of the world seems to be "asleep."

It just so happens I'm working on my next contemporary romance novel Writing Soulmates. Well, if it's a romance novel, and Valentine's Day is just a few weeks out, I thought I should buckle down on the writing. Therefore, every chance I get, I'd write furiously, even if my words were disjointed and the story didn't flow well. 

One thing I'm doing better in my work on Writing Soulmates is, I've been just writing something, even when it doesn't make sense. Though I had done that when working on some of my most recent books, for this one, I did it even more so. However, there came a time when I just got frustrated, feeling like I was writing down the same idea over and over, only in a different chapter...at least three times!

In addition to this romance book, I'm working on Kill the Locust. For those who haven't seen this title yet, it is about a young woman who has endometriosis. Having had that illness myself for many years, I thought it best to write a book about it. March is Endometriosis Awareness Month. I thought it would be a good idea to work equally as feverishly on this as I have done for Writing Soulmates. In that way, I could publish Kill the Locust at some point in March.

{Cue the scratching noise of a needle on a record}

However, earlier this week, I got overwhelmed, burned out, frustrated beyond comprehension with myself for not being as productive as I wanted to be. Though I was productive last weekend in getting a few thousand words in for Writing Soulmates, I knew I was nowhere near the end, let alone finishing the first draft.

I asked myself the following questions:

• Do I really need to publish Writing Soulmates by Valentine's Day? 
• Is it going to adversely affect my writing career if I don't publish Kill the Locust by around the middle of March?
• Could there be some other good time of the year to do both? If so, when?

The answer to the first two is: no.

The answer to the third question: 

Need I say more? I will now relax and enjoy even more this gift God has given me to write, which I thank Him for every day. Having this experience has taken my trust in the LORD to a higher level. We authors can make many plans, we can be inundated with the pressures to do things a certain way at a certain time because another fellow author succeeded at it, but the LORD will direct our steps.

Therefore, if I publish Writing Soulmates in May, and Kill the Locust in September (just giving random months), it will be alright.

It will be at the right time, in God's time!

The Greatest Self-Made, Self-Published Deadline

One of my ongoing writing goals is to be better at setting daily, weekly, and monthly goals. I'm a lot better at it than I once was. Most Sunday evenings, I sit in front of my desk calendar and write them down in the block of each day. Some days, I do exceed the goals, others I fail miserably.

A few weeks ago, I made a post about how I was bound and determined to finish the first draft of Active Waiting. I started working on this book a little over three years ago. Since I hadn't forsaken it by this point, it was time for me to do something about it...to be more specific, finish it...by a certain date. I chose the date of Saturday, October 27th...and to work feverishly on it.

This past Friday, I was very close to the end. So close, that I didn't want any distractions. Therefore, since the only thing I needed to do that day was to go to the grocery store, I did that first. In that way, I could have it done and come home and stay home.

From noon on Friday to noon the next day, I sat right here at my computer, stopping only to eat, go to the bathroom, and sleep. I listened to Stryper radio continuously for inspiration and motivation.

I'm happy to report at 11:59am, I finished the first draft of Active Waiting.

I've had many moments I've felt like I was on Cloud 9. That's where I was the rest of the weekend. Furthermore, this was the best "visit" I had ever had on that little piece of heavenly puffiness. Even as I write this, I still feel like I'm there. 

My feelings are entirely justifiable. I've written another book, my sixth. Not only that, given the heavy emotional content of it, it was not easy. Over these past few years, when I worked on it, I would write only one paragraph and have to stop. There were even times I wept as I wrote.

But I did it.

At this writing, I'm still feeling that rush from my most recent major accomplishment.

Since I met this goal, I know I will meet the following in the weeks and months to come:

• Publish Active Waiting on November 17th
• Resume work on my next romance novel, Writing Soulmates, for the rest of this year
• Resume work on Kill the Locust, my next Christian novel
• Finish the first draft of Writing Soulmates by January 5th, 2019
• Publish Writing Soulmates by February 9th, 2019
• Finish first draft of Kill the Locust by February 2. 2019
• Publish Kill the Locust on March 1. 2019

In Writing, In All-Caps, and in Red Ink

It has been a great writing year for me! I have published two books this year, including my first contemporary romance novel. In addition to my persistence and determination to get my books published no matter what it takes, I have learned to set goals, to break big projects down into small projects. I have developed a habit of setting goals at the beginning of every week. It has worked so well. (I'm ready to buy a new desk calendar for the upcoming year.)

As goes goal setting, most of you know that they're not entirely effective unless they are in writing. And it's even more so if you tell others. In that way, you can have some amount of accountability.

In the fall of 2015, I started on Active Waiting. Since then, I've published books I started on after that, working on this book occasionally during this time. I have come to realize that if I don't get a certain book done, it's okay. Some books may take some time, they may take more thought that I can't give them initially. 

Well, now is the time to move closer to getting Active Waiting published.

Okay! I have it in writing, in all-caps, in red ink, at a place on my desk where I can see it, and have now made it public that I am going to finish the first draft of this book. No more waiting, no more procrastinating, no more stalling. Time for me to get to work.

OVERWHELMED!

I have so much going on right now!

I know that sounds so trite. Who doesn't have so much going on right now? There must be something about the high temperatures that makes me highly frustrated I have so much I want to work on, so much I want to write, so many ideas about marketing my books (all while I'm inside my comfortable air-conditioned house). I would start with something, then go on to something totally different. After a full day at my laptop, I feel like I've accomplished nothing. 

Oh, no! There's that four-lettered f-word again. Haven't I been taught time and time again, especially lately to not go by my feelings?

How about I recap this summer's events? Maybe that will give me some perspective.

-I found my favorite place to go to for my own writing retreats
-I have new and better business cards. What made the order awesome was keying in a promotional code I had gotten from a TV commercial. There's something great to be said about watching mindless TV on MeTV after a day of hard work.
-I met Breanna Thaman, bought one of her books, read, and got re-inspired
-I attended every ETCWA meeting. In so doing, I found a great idea for swag: necklaces with a musical note, a peace sign, and guitar pick charms (still working on that one). I may even try my hand at making jewelry. But I also learned marketing can be overwhelming and requires trial and error.

-I published Twofold Love Comeback.

-I figured out my target audience.
-I gave copies of Wise Turned Foolish and Professional Fans to Chuck Garric, Christopher Latham, and Calico Cooper of Beasto Blanco, as well as to Kip Winger.

Calico Cooper at Diamond Pub, Louisville, KY

Kip Winger at Square Room, Knoxville, TN

-I went to the Thunder Road Author Rally and met many other Christian fiction authors. One of them invited me to the meeting for the Knoxville chapter of the ACFW (Americal Christian Fiction Writers). I went to the meeting on Tuesday night and now can't wait for the next meeting on October 9th.

Early in the summer, I started making a screenplay for Crawling to the Light, learning about it as I read Screenplay: The Foundations of Screenwriting. Then, I came to a screeching halt literally halfway through it. I realized I hated this book with a passion. Of course, some people have read it and tell me they can't put it down. I, on the other hand, thought I could make the main character Melissa Leahy a little more "real." I want to rewrite the book. That right there shows you writers are really rewriters. But I have yet to get started on this.

I want my next work in progress to be Active Waiting. I started working on this three years ago this month. Whatever is keeping me away from moving forward, I need to remove that from me. As I'm writing this, I know it's partly due to sinus and allergy problems, as well as to stress from some personal issues I'm having that will only bring about character development. It's hard for me to write when I'm feeling "snotty." 

And obviously, there is such a thing as too stressed to write. All I have to remember is rest, drink fluids, and take two nasal sprays, one in the morning, one at night...and to quit trying too hard. 

Would it be considered unrealistic to finish the first draft of this book at the end of next month?

What makes me more frustrated is, instead of working on either Active Waiting or Writing Soulmates, my current romance novel in progress, I worked on Crack Hill. Listening to Metallica's Black Album (anything that can help me work on a scene of domestic violence), I worked on it Labor Day morning. It was a productive morning. However, since that day, I haven't worked on it...or anything, for that matter.

As you can see, I'm overwhelmed. I think I should go over to the Guitar Center today to try to be re-inspired and to clear my mind. I've had enough of this confusion.

If I don't make it over there today (chances are, I won't), I'll have to realize now is the time to find a balance between creating and marketing. I believe this is where the rubber meets the road regarding that.

(And I don't consider it an accident that as I'm wrapping up this post, "Straight On" by Heart comes up in the queue on YouTube. Awesome stuff!)